Wanna Get High

Moment of glory now

You finally got something to demonstrate

But then you turned

And I just couldn’t be found to participate

A shining example

I’m almost proud

A thing you wonder

You should say out loud

I believe I wanna believe

I wanna get high

I believe I wanna leave

I wanna die

Finding a story in the places

Where some others would hesitate

Sitting out on the wing

It’s hard to keep it straight

Just reckoning in the dead of night

If you say no I just might

Believe I wanted to leave

I wanted to fly

Lead you with a wing

Against the sky

Can you see I wanna believe

I wanna get by

Leaving all the dreaming out to dry

Don’t know what you mean

Feel as though I’m going to blow

Something in between

Seething so I’m going below

And I wanna get high

When they go low

If it makes you cry

Then let your tears flow

I don’t have to decide

Deal me so I’m someone to hold

Won’t make you fly

But feeling like you’re breaking the mold

Don’t know what you mean

Something in between

If you leave you better believe

I’m gonna survive

But need you

As you’re healing on the drive

I believe I wanna believe

I wanna get high

I believe I wanna leave

I wanna die